okay like this is soooo unexpected hahahah i just received an email about my blog and thats brought me here

MY LAST 2 POST MCM SH*IT doh HAHAHAH i dont want to delete or edit it coz it reminds me a lot of my high school days :')

sengkek gle padahal x sampai setahun pon tinggalkan sek men lols

now im alrdy 18 and sambung amik A-level in sg yeaaaaaaaaaaa

looking back, i actually dont really picture myself studying here bcoz u could say ive been reaaaaally comfortable studying in malaysia

theres a lot of challenges nk sesuaikan diri belajar kat sini coz first sbb dkt different country, being surrounded by different environment and people, etc (and im sure org lain pon went thru the same thing)

But the thing is aku sejak sek rendah sampai men mmg tempat same je so ive been in my comfort zone for a really long time and i always tell myself that its not going to be hard ble dh keluar nanti

Little did i know, it was reaaaally hard and challenging, you know there are countless of time where i questioned myself, why did i even study here in the first place, am i taking the right choice, what if i decided to buat pilihan lain, and i alrdy have this thought during the 1st week of school

i even cried on my first day of school (HAHA KELAKAR KAN MINAH NI, AKU KINDERGARTEN PON X NANGES K) bcoz i think i could not take this path and im not ready

but now it has been almost 7 months alrdy, there were times where im happy, sad, upset, frustrated, but again everyone akn lalui obstacles dlm hidup right coz life itself has a plot twist

Its either we are prepared or not tu je and how we face it

OKAY DH MCM BAGI MOTIVATIONAL TALK PULAK HAHAH K BYEEE YALLS
Hi peeps . Awkward . hahahahh

So it has been such a long time right?? i cant believe it has been a year since i last updated hahahaha 😂😂

Kebetulan bukak blog n rase cm nk update

There r a lot of things that need i need to catch up with u guys. yup there r many things going on recently.

Kay like first of all and the most important thing this year is INFINITE COMEBACK wohoooo

Infinite had made a comeback called THE EYE after 1252772638181 years (lol) time tu ingatkan ifnt dah x de lol jk 😁

The song was amazing the violin EVERYTHING ABOUT THE SONG is an art to begin with i cant be proud no more to be an inspirit

Next, finally ive decided to become a fan of SEVENTEEN this year is the new to start as a carat but jgn salah fhm im still an inspirit

I cant deny that seventeen really have a bunch of talented dorks seriously visual jgn ckp ah mmg sume hensem gle plus mude2 pulak tuuu (maklumlah abe2 infinite dah tue) KIDDING!

Bias?? At first i thought my bias was mingyu but lately i couldnt control my heart whenever i saw wonwoo (tch cliché) hahhah

IN THE END aku x tau nk pilih sape as my bias because all of them is charming ,handsome, cool, hot, adorable, fluffy(?) (I need to stop here lol) and same goes to infinite too 😍

Surely i will make some time to update my blog from time to time

Byeeeeee









So hi ok like srsly dah lame x update blog plus ive deleted all my post back then bcoz IT WAS SO EMBARRASSING UGH /facepalmed

decided to update harini. no reason just because

today infinite came to singapore it was like a dream come true like after 2 years they are finally back lolol although i cant meet them its okay

its make me happy bcoz it was my birth country afterall but im not living there anymore cume pergi sane jumpe sedare nenek sepupu pakcik makcik and so on (most of my relatives lived there)

i was upset coz im not in spore today hahahhah its not like i can meet them even if i was there all day long *when realization hits me hard

but one of my cousin went there and she said it was awesome oh well they are infinite like pls

yg bengangnye aku jadi inspirit lagi awal dr die but she alrdy went to both of ifnts concerts in spore huhu i envy her so much

nevertheless she made a promise with us (my sisters and i) to go to korea together ;)))) and having cousins bonding time but after all of us turn to 20

okaaaay thats a long way to go naah only 5 years (freaking long act)

u know what we only have a week until school holidaaaY WOOOHOOOO MANSEEEE

i cant believe the day will finally come im just gonna shed a tears excuse me pls i cant hold my feelings im overwhelmed by emotion *drama queen mode on hahah

still i dont have any plan for holiday i think i will just start making origami collection (srsly dude?!?!?!) i jusr have this weird interest dont stare at me like that as if im the only weirdo in this world

sad news pt3 result will be out by december uhmmm im not ready for this tbh

doakan budak pt3 thn ni dpt keputusan cemerlang ya allah amin

my target is not straight a's (most students do) its just i dont have the confidence bukan nk pikir negatif or whut tapi ble tgk usaha yg aku buat during preparation i dont think i deserve it

aku x tau la knape the 2nd day of exam i started to have a cold (i get sick nowadays dont even know why :( ) yes it was worst you cant even focus on answering the paper

the 3rd day i felt like cant bear it anymore alhamdulillah kertas agak senang mse tu if not i would have banged my head on the table lol

habes je sekolah tros plop atas katil huh never felt so good before and what saddens me more is my mom was thinking to have a dinner together to celebrate my bros birthday

we alrdy prepare for his gift but i was sick that day i can barely move on of course we cancelled the event

i was insist utk tinggal kat rumah je and just continue the dinner without me to think of it we rarely have dinner with all of our family member in it bcoz my bro was so busy

i felt so bad towards them actually :(((

my mom thought that aku sakit sbb stress sgt belajar utk pt3 and being under a lot of pressure utk dpt straight a's

i denied it at first saying it was ridiculous sbb im not that type of stressing over that thing aku x suke stress2 sbb belajar like for what

then i slept all day and when i woke up esoknye aku dah ok balik like totally fine

i thought to myself maybe aku stress sbb terlampau pikirkan pasal pt3
sbb before pt3 aku x cukup tido and always have negative thoughts like what if i disappoint mak bapak aku and what if aku x dpt jawab pekse'

having a good rest was not bad at all -__-

i know Allah dah tetapkan yg terbaik buat aku kalau x dpt result okay fine maybe bukan rezeki aku skrg and Allah nk bagi yg lebih baik in the future

okaay peeps gonna stop here have a good day everyone byeee byeeee