So hi ok like srsly dah lame x update blog plus ive deleted all my post back then bcoz IT WAS SO EMBARRASSING UGH /facepalmed

decided to update harini. no reason just because

today infinite came to singapore it was like a dream come true like after 2 years they are finally back lolol although i cant meet them its okay

its make me happy bcoz it was my birth country afterall but im not living there anymore cume pergi sane jumpe sedare nenek sepupu pakcik makcik and so on (most of my relatives lived there)

i was upset coz im not in spore today hahahhah its not like i can meet them even if i was there all day long *when realization hits me hard

but one of my cousin went there and she said it was awesome oh well they are infinite like pls

yg bengangnye aku jadi inspirit lagi awal dr die but she alrdy went to both of ifnts concerts in spore huhu i envy her so much

nevertheless she made a promise with us (my sisters and i) to go to korea together ;)))) and having cousins bonding time but after all of us turn to 20

okaaaay thats a long way to go naah only 5 years (freaking long act)

u know what we only have a week until school holidaaaY WOOOHOOOO MANSEEEE

i cant believe the day will finally come im just gonna shed a tears excuse me pls i cant hold my feelings im overwhelmed by emotion *drama queen mode on hahah

still i dont have any plan for holiday i think i will just start making origami collection (srsly dude?!?!?!) i jusr have this weird interest dont stare at me like that as if im the only weirdo in this world

sad news pt3 result will be out by december uhmmm im not ready for this tbh

doakan budak pt3 thn ni dpt keputusan cemerlang ya allah amin

my target is not straight a's (most students do) its just i dont have the confidence bukan nk pikir negatif or whut tapi ble tgk usaha yg aku buat during preparation i dont think i deserve it

aku x tau la knape the 2nd day of exam i started to have a cold (i get sick nowadays dont even know why :( ) yes it was worst you cant even focus on answering the paper

the 3rd day i felt like cant bear it anymore alhamdulillah kertas agak senang mse tu if not i would have banged my head on the table lol

habes je sekolah tros plop atas katil huh never felt so good before and what saddens me more is my mom was thinking to have a dinner together to celebrate my bros birthday

we alrdy prepare for his gift but i was sick that day i can barely move on of course we cancelled the event

i was insist utk tinggal kat rumah je and just continue the dinner without me to think of it we rarely have dinner with all of our family member in it bcoz my bro was so busy

i felt so bad towards them actually :(((

my mom thought that aku sakit sbb stress sgt belajar utk pt3 and being under a lot of pressure utk dpt straight a's

i denied it at first saying it was ridiculous sbb im not that type of stressing over that thing aku x suke stress2 sbb belajar like for what

then i slept all day and when i woke up esoknye aku dah ok balik like totally fine

i thought to myself maybe aku stress sbb terlampau pikirkan pasal pt3
sbb before pt3 aku x cukup tido and always have negative thoughts like what if i disappoint mak bapak aku and what if aku x dpt jawab pekse'

having a good rest was not bad at all -__-

i know Allah dah tetapkan yg terbaik buat aku kalau x dpt result okay fine maybe bukan rezeki aku skrg and Allah nk bagi yg lebih baik in the future

okaay peeps gonna stop here have a good day everyone byeee byeeee



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